In this episode of "Waking Up Together," we courageously delve into the intricate and sometimes unsettling realm of control and disintegration. Our exploration centers around a profound question: What am I afraid will happen when I release the illusion of control, and what is revealed about our structure of control?
As we navigate the awakening process, we often experience a sense of falling apart, disintegrating, and free-falling into the unknown. When we recognize that the choices that have led us to this point no longer serve us, it can be an agonizing experience, like a part of us is dying along with those outdated choices.
Parting ways with old ideas, modes of relating, and self-identifications can be a terrifying ordeal. We candidly share how many of our past decisions were influenced by fear, the instinct for survival, and a perception of limited agency. However, as our awareness expands, we explore how we begin to discern the multitude of options before us, and this newfound awareness can be both disorienting and liberating.
We acknowledge that our entanglement in binary thinking, such as life or death, love or hate, belonging or exile, is being challenged as we untether from this narrow frame of existence. We reflect on how having options can be both overwhelming and liberating simultaneously. Join us as we delve into the intricate mechanisms we employ—behaviors, people, and identities—to reassemble ourselves when we've been shattered and come undone. This episode embodies the full moon lunar eclipse that it was recorded under, holding the paradox of both/and, exploring the dark and together, learning to trust this free fall and embrace the unknown.
***We do want to note that this episode comes with an activation warning as there are themes of self harm and an eating disorder. Please take care of your body as this conversation might wake up spaces and places where there is tenderness, pain, memory and/or experiential knowledge. Thank you for joining us, as we wake up. Together.***
Waking Up Together is an AiRE Healing & Kaia Evolutions Podcast.
New Episodes Air on Thursdays
To learn more about Eileen and Jessica and get weekly Wake Up Calls (posted on Wednesdays) to help support your awakening, follow on instagram: @ekielty / @kaia.evolutions & @jessicagaret_airehealing or check out their work:
Eileen: Kaia Evolutions https://www.kaiaevolutions.com/
Email: info@kaiaevolutions.com
Jessica: AiRE Healing https://www.airehealing.com/
Email: info@airehealing.com
Thank you for waking up with us.
-Eileen & Jess
In this episode of "Waking Up Together," we courageously delve into the intricate and sometimes unsettling realm of control and disintegration. Our exploration centers around a profound question: What am I afraid will happen when I release the illusion of control, and what is revealed about our structure of control?
As we navigate the awakening process, we often experience a sense of falling apart, disintegrating, and free-falling into the unknown. When we recognize that the choices that have led us to this point no longer serve us, it can be an agonizing experience, like a part of us is dying along with those outdated choices.
Parting ways with old ideas, modes of relating, and self-identifications can be a terrifying ordeal. We candidly share how many of our past decisions were influenced by fear, the instinct for survival, and a perception of limited agency. However, as our awareness expands, we explore how we begin to discern the multitude of options before us, and this newfound awareness can be both disorienting and liberating.
We acknowledge that our entanglement in binary thinking, such as life or death, love or hate, belonging or exile, is being challenged as we untether from this narrow frame of existence. We reflect on how having options can be both overwhelming and liberating simultaneously. Join us as we delve into the intricate mechanisms we employ—behaviors, people, and identities—to reassemble ourselves when we've been shattered and come undone. This episode embodies the full moon lunar eclipse that it was recorded under, holding the paradox of both/and, exploring the dark and together, learning to trust this free fall and embrace the unknown.
***We do want to note that this episode comes with an activation warning as there are themes of self harm and an eating disorder. Please take care of your body as this conversation might wake up spaces and places where there is tenderness, pain, memory and/or experiential knowledge. Thank you for joining us, as we wake up. Together.***
Waking Up Together is an AiRE Healing & Kaia Evolutions Podcast.
New Episodes Air on Thursdays
To learn more about Eileen and Jessica and get weekly Wake Up Calls (posted on Wednesdays) to help support your awakening, follow on instagram: @ekielty / @kaia.evolutions & @jessicagaret_airehealing or check out their work:
Eileen: Kaia Evolutions https://www.kaiaevolutions.com/
Email: info@kaiaevolutions.com
Jessica: AiRE Healing https://www.airehealing.com/
Email: info@airehealing.com
Thank you for waking up with us.
-Eileen & Jess